another void.

i’m running out of time
i’m out of step, and closing down
and never sleep, for wanting hours
the empty hours of greed

and uselessly, always the need
to feel again the real belief
in something more than mockery

if only i could fill my heart with love…

- The Cure

If I should cast off this tattered coat,
And go free into the mighty sky;
If I should find nothing there
But a vast blue,
Echoless, ignorant—
What then?

- Stephen Crane

A swig of wine and The Cure fixes everything.

my hair looks so bad

samurai chop it all down

my head can go too

Ace, my grandfather

a closeted ship’s captain

vodka and a wife


i feel ill at ease

the solution is vodka

stave off knowing why


- Jamie Stewart